memories:.

.:sebelum cahaya:.

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta

Ingatkan engkau kepada
Embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu cinta

Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Genggamlah tanganku cinta
Ku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
Temani hatimu cinta

rahmat:.

FETUS
al imran juz 3
[6]
Dia lah yang membentuk rupa kamu dalam rahim (ibu kamu) sebagaimana yang dikehendakiNya. Tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.

al hajj
[5]
Wahai umat manusia, sekiranya kamu menaruh syak (ragu-ragu) tentang kebangkitan makhluk (hidup semula pada hari kiamat), maka (perhatilah kepada tingkatan kejadian manusia) kerana sebenarnya Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari tanah, kemudian dari setitik air benih, kemudian dari sebuku darah beku, kemudian dari seketul daging yang disempurnakan kejadiannya dan yang tidak disempurnakan; (Kami jadikan secara yang demikian) kerana Kami hendak menerangkan kepada kamu (kekuasaan Kami); dan Kami pula menetapkan dalam kandungan rahim (ibu yang mengandung itu) apa yang Kami rancangkan hingga ke suatu masa yang ditentukan lahirnya; kemudian Kami mengeluarkan kamu berupa kanak-kanak; kemudian (kamu dipelihara) hingga sampai ke peringkat umur dewasa; dan (dalam pada itu) ada di antara kamu yang dimatikan (semasa kecil atau semasa dewasa) dan ada pula yang dilanjutkan umurnya ke peringkat tua nyanyuk sehingga ia tidak mengetahui lagi akan sesuatu yang telah diketahuinya dahulu. Dan (ingatlah satu bukti lagi); Engkau melihat bumi itu kering, kemudian apabila Kami menurunkan hujan menimpanya, bergeraklah tanahnya (dengan tumbuh-tumbuhan yang merecup tumbuh), dan gembur membusutlah ia, serta ia pula menumbuhkan berjenis-jenis tanaman yang indah permai.

al mukminun juz 18
[12]
Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia dari pati (yang berasal) dari tanah
[13]
Kemudian Kami jadikan "pati" itu (setitis) air benih pada penetapan yang kukuh
[14]
Kemudian Kami ciptakan air benih itu menjadi sebuku darah beku. lalu Kami ciptakan darah beku itu menjadi seketul daging; kemudian Kami ciptakan daging itu menjadi beberapa tulang; kemudian Kami balut tulang-tulang itu dengan daging. Setelah sempurna kejadian itu Kami bentuk dia menjadi makhluk yang lain sifat keadaannya. Maka nyatalah kelebihan dan ketinggian Allah sebaik-baik Pencipta.

as sajdah juz 21
[7]
Yang menciptakan tiap-tiap sesuatu dengan sebaik-baiknya, dan dimulakanNya kejadian manusia berasal dari tanah
[8]
Kemudian Ia menjadikan keturunan manusia itu dari sejenis pati, iaitu dari air (benih) yang sedikit dipandang orang
[9]
Kemudian Ia menyempurnakan kejadiannya, serta meniupkan padanya: roh ciptaanNya. Dan Ia mengurniakan kepada kamu pendengaran dan penglihatan serta hati (akal fikiran), (supaya kamu bersyukur, tetapi) amatlah sedikit kamu bersyukur.

yaa siin juz 23
[77]
Tidakkah manusia itu melihat dan mengetahui, bahawa Kami telah menciptakan dia dari (setitis) air benih? Dalam pada itu (setelah Kami sempurnakan kejadiannya dan tenaga kekuatannya) maka dengan tidak semena-mena menjadilah ia seorang pembantah yang terang jelas bantahannya (mengenai kekuasaan Kami menghidupkan semula orang-orang yang mati),

al mursalat juz 29
[20]
Bukankah Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari air (benih) yang sedikit dipandang orang?
[21]
Lalu Kami jadikan air (benih) itu pada tempat penetapan yang kukuh,
[22]
Hingga ke suatu masa yang termaklum?
[23]
Serta Kami tentukan (keadaannya), maka Kamilah sebaik-baik yang berkuasa menentukan dan melakukan (tiap-tiap sesuatu)!

make us think,Alla'hu Rabbi is the greatest inventor.

.:menDel oR genetiC?! :.

• Prophase II - The nuclear membrane disappears and the second meiotic division is initiated.
• Metaphase II - Pairs of chromatids line up at the equator
• Anaphase II - Each of these chromatid pairs move away from the equator to the poles via spindle fibres
• Telophase II - Four new haploid gametes are created that will fuse with the gametes of the opposite sex to create a zygote.

serius..bermain dgn genetic,
boleh buat suwei berminggu2.
4 basic asas ni..ini bukan basic.tekedu lama bila tgk smula topik ni.wrong! it is subtopik.
meaning ni bukan header dia.
aduh..padahal dah reviu byk kali.
tp bila repeat smula,smakin byk pulak trasa yg tercicir.oh my my...
makan dua hari utk faham basic.hari ni merewang lagi,
klik satu link lagi genetic oh oh ... freak!
dlm kepala semua dah terbang..mlm tadi punya ekonomi pn nak terbang..
trust me! tgk mendel smula,make u in craziest situation.eii..

so far,what is mendel principal?
summary, ada dua.
1.segregation principal ( eh betul ke spelling nih ?!)
2.independent assortment.
nak predict dlm mated tu satu hal.nak calculate pulak ya tuhan!

trfikir jugak,
btul ke ape yg kplae ni duk hafal2,duk faham2,duk atas kusi lelame,duk menaip lelame,
betul ke step yg diambik ni.
terfikir jugak bila tgk org yg belajar sma mcm yg aku ambik.
bezanya,dr dlu smpai skrang,
diorang ikut step by step,contradigm dgn me.
me kena pick up in short.kena pakse sendri.
i do not know how was my life before.
make me in this hard place.unable to complain.
unable to denied..
then i've figured,biology's sometimes turn u to be "heroless".
*
*
*
to actually have the ability,but to be able to do nothing,
i don't like that.
positive think need to be taken..drastically i wonder..
then,pegi genting after exam,main buai pusing..yiiha!

adieu~

beautiful born:.

GREAT MOMENT
A picture began circulating in November. It should be 'The Picture of the Year,' or perhaps, 'Picture of the Decade.' It won't be. In fact,unless you obtained a copy of the US paper which published it, you probably would never have seen it. The picture is that of a 21-week-old unborn baby named Samue l Alexander Armas, who is being operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner. The baby was diagnosed with spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother's womb. Little Samuel's mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta . She knew of Dr. Bruner's remarkable surgical procedure.. Practicing at Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville , he performs these special operations while the baby is still in the womb. During the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr.Bruner completed the surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developedhand through the incision n and firmly grasped the surgeon's finger. DrBruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile. The photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors titled the picture,! 'Hand of Hope.' The text explaining the picture begins, 'The tiny hand of 21-week- old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas emerges from the mother's uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph Bruner! as if t hanking the doctor for the gift of life.' Little Samuel's mother said they 'wept for days' when they saw the picture. She said, 'The photo reminds us pregnancy isn't about disability or an illness, it's about a little person.'Samuel was born in perfect health, the operation 100 percent successful.

*maleh nak translate.baca trus syok.
it's miracle moment for someone especially to the mother.
moral : susah nak kuar dari womb.
dgn amnion nye,contactrion nye,pain nye..
at least dpt keluar utk mmbesar,always be remember,
ada banyak lagi kehalusan yg tersembunyi dalam kehidupan.
sementara masih dikandung hayat,
timbalah pegalaman banyak2 sebagai satu cara menghargai
sacrifice dr byk pihak dlm perjalanan hidup kita.
then,gunakan sebaik mungkin masa yang ada utk kita
hulurkan kebaikan kita ada org lain.
not to be respected.it's just somehow as step to teach ourself
a way for happines in life.

adieu~

:::rilek:::

bari satu peluang.
nak best ke tanak best?
mestila nak best.hahah!
pepagi da dengar lagu slow.
camne nak sambung paperwork.
terapi diri kah?atau berangan kah?
lalala...

eyesore?

adei mata.pedihnye..
Eye Mo? best ke?
bila titik kasik cool anak mata.best ke tak best?
tak bes pasal ade benzoate.eii..kena cari produk tanpe perservative.
probnye byk ubat masuk dr negara kanggaroo..
cuci muka dgn air paip suda..

.:PRIDE:.

"FIGHTING IS DONE WITH A PASSION TO PROTECT

SOMETHING DEAR TO YOU.

AS YOU JUST DID, PICK YOURSELF UP & FACE

THE CHALLENGE "

tringat smula pd word ni.kata2 semangat utk myself.

kunci dia passion.so far,smpai tahap ni,kuat lah jugak kaki ni melangkah.

buku2 lama dlm hidup yg lalu bila dijenguk,trase skejap saja berubah.

so many things i need to protect.ye.sgt byk.

dan kadang2,utk achieve ape yg dirancang,dah byk precious things i've lost.

regret..tak boleh rasa mcmtu.it is killer of spirit.

i think,i could smile with what i've done.

then,i knew.ape yg dirangcang tak selalunya betul ikut ape yg diteka.

apapun,bila diingatkan ape yg perlu diutamakan,

i should try to make closing eyes smile for myself.

even so much things disappear,i'm trying my best to make

decoration of path yg dpt hapinesskan other.

kadang2 terasa penat dgn apa yg tangan sendiri lakukan.

it's very makes me tired...sungguh.

between,to makes other tahu me everywhere..

i am hero of myself.true!

no body as like me because it is happen for my life.

then,slalu ingatkan pada diri sendiri,

adI,u make such beautiful choice.till then,

i'm looking forward to take another step to hold my sapphire of star.

adieu~

Dari mana kita Datang:.

MITOSIS PHASE

24]
"Dan hendaklah engkau merendah diri kepada keduanya kerana belas kasihan dan kasih sayangmu, dan doakanlah (untuk mereka, dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhanku! Cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya memelihara dan mendidikku semasa kecil."

.:rEchargE point:.

exothermic.endhotermic.
baru suda clear.nexk 12 paper lagi utk soklan.
paper ni bukan kali pertama.nak bebelas kali jugak duk repeat mende sama.
asik2 lupa.dah letak key point pun asik lupa.
anyway,da puas half.(macam da terer)
basic principal energy dpt recovered.
kurang2 disoal org ke soklan dlm kertas ke
boleh la jugak ditenyeh jawapan.
btul tak betul tolak tepi.yg tak betul,cari jawapan sendrik kat lain la.
me yg duk skait kpala(yeka?) duk belek2 kertas sampai lunyai
pun rase tak sanggup nak carik jawapan lain.
1st choice,amik.2nd consider2..tiga kali salah?! tu tanda
kene charge bateri la.charge?! hohoh..buang umo ke tak?
hahah! eii..dah suwei da..setel satu chapter,experiment redox pulak.
kira betul,jawapan salah.haaih! cmane tu.wawa..
till then,

adieu~

Obsess:.

.:spIrIT:.

If you run to the unseen place,
and leave behind the unnecessary decorations,
even with an empty heart, the load is too heavy

Disobey the guidance of the all-showing star,
and run straight up
towards the door in the sky,
I will go anywhere.

The gentle tomorrow that the all-showing star shown.
More importantly, to move towards the bright future

keep ur work gooD.
make ur path full with solution.
paint ur word with action.
together u combine,colourful in the enD.
spirit!! come to me..Don't leave MEEE!!!

adieu~

bace buku weh..
tulisan nampak mcm tak nampak..
tonite's going wrong way la..adeh..
tido kang,buang umo. kerapas nite..ces..

take the gift:.

there is alwiz has new path to catch the dream.
then , there's alwiz has new light to get the hope.
yg penting,kuatkan spirit.
it is quite2 important to endure all the obstacles comes.
wishing them all swipe away make us being in good mood to take
deep breath.
as all spirit word.it will makes us guide lightfull in complicated situation
if there is who which didn't lose the kind of determine in order to respect what's
gift has given to us.
make the destiny blossom in life.the steps that we take,
alwiz straight if we straighten the view.
so baby, jangan hilang punca. =)

moderate:.

A reminder for myself and whoever want to remind themselves;

things are not as easy as we see but they are not as complicated as we think.

so, dont underestimate or overestimate it.
moderate will do.

looking up~

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

>:struggle :>

bear in mind,whats important 4 u now is get better to be hero for ur upcoming.
to get beauty sign of ur star,rise ur mind!
put ur hard path a side.dont get so easy when you are drown.
make sure that u'll get some smile end of the year.

.:EXIT DOOR:.

yg singgah dlm kple tu,biarlah singgah.
lpastu lpas diberi jamu skit,sudahlah.
then,hantar dia kluar blik dgn cara terhormat.
fight akan berakhir bila berlaku mcmtu.
so,put that thing all away from ur mind.
figure figure figure it out out out.
make ur body move!

its getting tired u know to try and try and try,
but,u should know how to stop rite?.
u should stop to think useless things even its treasure with u.
by the way just keep it as ur action without ur power.
just trying to enjoy what will happen to you so.
make such hard decision will not bring you pleasure,but nothing more just
ur view of figure.try to up ur face with some pride,some dignity.
bring it along to make ur gorw with confidence in obstacle lifes.
you should know that sometimes u could be a hero for urself.