Monday, December 22, 2008

snow~



whoa~
aku obses dengan lagu nih.hahaha.
entah pasal ape jadi obses aku pun maleh nak pikir.
 lagu ni buat tinge trase layan jek.ahaha..

tp takde la sekerap dengar.cecuti ni aku asik dengan you tube.
tibe2 teringat band nih..


music bagi setiap orang punye taste berbeza.
aku takde la seteliti sangat dalam mentafsir music2 nih.
tp,music bleh buat spirit kite naik.kalu lirik macam merepek ape2,
mengharapkan melodi jek yang tu aku tolak tepi.
haha aku bukan tau sgt tentang lagu2 nih. =D

neway, lagu ni buat hatiku senang,
lentik gitar buat aku senang.
rentak rap dengan lirik bermakna buat aku senang.
sentuhan susunan music buat aku senang.
dancing nye buat aku terase senang.

bile dengar teringat semula waktu dulu bile dalam "waktu maut" dengan buku.
musiclah jadi peneman aku.
liriknye buat aku banyak senyum sensorang.

till then adieu~

Thursday, December 18, 2008

lapangnye hari:.

raihan kate,
lapang sebelum sempit.
sekarang aku cuti.exam habis.
ape yg aku buat skarang cumelah meng oter2 pc.
yang mane performance rezab tu cume bley tgk je.
lagipun aku mmg zero mendalah mesin2 camni.
salah klik je semua kondem.borim sehy~
tapi ade org pernah pesan.
hidup takley bergantung satu bidang je.
jadi,tgk menda2 komputer ni satu ilmu jgk.
blajar lah jugak walaupun slow.
takde lah serius mcm org buat design2.
tapi utk pengetahuan asas.(err..encoding dlm blog2 ni asas ker?)
huah.aku mmg slow mende camni.

dah sminggu cubaan aku utk buang trojan class A bertepek dlm hadisk gagal.
dari hadisk induk,merebak ke hadisk lain.total infected 2 hadisk.
tensen gaban.da macam2 care guna suda..tak berkesan.
nak antar kedai tak puas.nanti ade data yang dikidnap tokei kedai.(belagak le plak.hahah!)
tp itulah.aku lbh suke buat sndiri walaupun tu bukan skop amalan aku.
belajar kan satu rutin dlm hidup.
sampai le pc kat rumah ni dpt penyakit tenet putus2.
ni pun putus lagi.hampeh.rumitnye sistem2 nih.

dekat sminggu jugaklah aku bertapa dlm "gua" ni.
nikmati cuti ke?ohh tidak...
genggaman tgn kanan ni dah biasa dgn pensel picit dgn pemadam.
jd skarang mmg terase janggal gile tak buat ape2.
otak pun dah kire sumbat gak.bile recall sometin' jek,ahh males pulak.tido lagi besh.
tp bile tido,sakit pale pulak.hish~

3 hari lepas dapt tau ade iklan keje kosong.
kerani hotel.tup tup da kene rembat.dengar kate budak laki2 yg tunggu result spm.
adeii..kene sambung cari kerja lain plak.

*aku paling sebelah kanan.
longgokan buku setebal tebalnye...(hades..malas ah nak tengok)
herm..buku buku tulah buat aku sibuk memanjang.sakit kpale dahulu.
buat duit kemudian.tu la salah satu motto hebat aku.haha~

berkenaan private tutor ni,kat area kmaman ni susa nak idup.
bagi aku,keje ni sukarela jek.saje suke2 nak sumbang ilmu2 lame.
cume tak banyak yang tau hargai ape yang diajar.tu yg mematahkan semangat nak menyumbang ilmu ni...
adeii memalam camni,
nyamuk pulak datang ziarah.aii..

*antara buku2 yang terpandang dari stok itu




till then adieu~

Thursday, December 11, 2008

holiday + S

aku tarik nafas dedalam pastu hembus~
tarik lagi dalam dalam...pastu hembusss....pastu hembus lagi...pastu semput.
semua habis.exam sudah.skarang menapak dlm bilik tradisi sendiri ni lagi.
gambar je tadek.kalu ade bley le jugak up kan kat sini.variasi bilik bersama hiasan tersendiri.
bertampal2 notes2 utk habiskan segala testttsss..

smalam dah ubah skali lagi bentuk prabut2 dlm bilik ni.
eiceh.mcm ada prabut.grobok curi ada.haha..grobok recycle dan re branded.hohoh~
stok2 buku2 yang tebalnye tiap2 satu lebih dari 500 pages dah ku longgokkan sblah meja.
penuh dan penuh dan maleh nak tengok lagi kepenuhan itu.pasti kepala aku tringin untuk mengada2 jadi sakit.sakit ati boleh diubat.sakit kepala tio la jawapnye.bile tido buang umo pulak.
haih!

takley duk umah jek.
kene carik part time kije.
kije ape yek.hermm....
ingat,sambung smula private tutor la pasni.
aman dan tenteram.huhuh.
stat bulan depan la decide.
perkembangan terbaru byk..tapi da lost dlm kpale.
smua yang ditindih tindih dgn amaun buku2.
buku ni nk diberi pada siape la yek.
aiii...

sme org cuti.ade yang 2 bulan.
ade yang sambung bakti siswa.
ah! ganti utang sudaa...back to home~
home sweet home,i'm back.

neway,nana..nana...cane la tetinggal trace pulak yer...hahaha..

Sunday, October 12, 2008

promisE~

Can I be at your side forever
I should let you go knowing you are tired
Like before, I should not let you wait anymore
With you by me everyday, you became my world
If you do not believe I'll be able to protect you
Then please look for someone better than me

I wonder how much time is left
Till I have to let you go
Seeing you sleeping in my arms
It hurts me more but I have to let you go
Because I'm not good enough
You are my only love
And you will find someone better than me

Even if you are able to leave me earlier
I hope you would not leave so soon
As I want to see a happier you leaving
I cried on the way back wishing you will remember me
I'm afraid I will give up on life
So I hope I can forget you but I cannot
You have been so sad because you had to leave me
Do you regret

Please remember to believe in me
My hurting heart calls out to you
I hope you will be there to hold me when I fall
I love you and hope you will be mine forever
The sad look of your face when you leave
I hope that will become a dream
Promise me to come back to me


aku telah merepek..

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

tarbiyah..



tuhanku,berkatilah ilmu2 ku.
ameen~

Monday, September 22, 2008

tart gulung nenas :.

tart nenas?
nyum2~ favret tu.
dapat jumpa pun bulan puase jek.
my mom buat.haha~tu pun lepas kempen banyak2 kat dia.
tart nenas mak buat uh~ syiuk!
terase mcm kunyah chewing gum.
basically,
terletak pada individu masing2 punya selera la.
bukan semua orang suke tart.tapi aku memang addict dgn tart.huaw..
beli kat luar skarang mahal.tp tu la yang terpakse.
nak sendiri,kene makan kat rumah.hohoh! mcm boleh balik.
betul2 aku rindu tart nenas mak.tp takde sape plak nak tolong mak buat,
dulu,aku buat dengan along.tapi,along da lame tak involve kueh2 raye nih.
dia punye dgn urusan bile nak abis tak tau.yang tinggal mewarisi kenikmatan tart ni
tinggal aku.best pe..kurang pesaing.boley bawak masuk bilik makan sorang sambil tgk citer katun.oh best waktu itu.sahur dgn tart.buke dengan tart.ahaha!
tart,i lap you.huhu~

mak slalu ckp,
mak :"ko,kalu mak buat sebalang pun abis shari."
aku : "la mak,kang kalu mak buat,sape nak makan."
mak : masalahnye,kalu dapat 3 ratus butir, tak sampai 3 hari habis.tak sampai rayelah"
aku : "aik,biasenye kan tak pernah sampai raye kan."
mak : " ah,ku memang.reti makan,buat tanak"
aku : "da tu bile mak buat,org tolong tanak bagi pulak"
mak : "mak buat bentuk gulung.ko tenyeh jadi benda lain buat ape".
aku :"masuk dlm perut jugak mak".
mak : " ko memang pandai menjawap".dah.mak tanak buat.ko beli kat luar".

dan mak tetap buat jugak.dlm bulan pose tu memang 2 kali mak buat tart untuk aku.
melabihi kueh2 lain.ahaha! skali adunan dapat buat 100 biji.
kadang2 bila mak tiggal adunan,aku sengaje tambah tepung.bila nak terap2,haha tgk ade tepung,
kene outer smula adunan tu.haha.jahatnye ke?.tapi,tart mak tetap ku ingati.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

berjuang..berjuang...

Ku ambil rumput di padang
Ku jadikan penyamaran
Rupa cantik bertukar menjadi syaitan
Agar sukar dikesan

Bergerak bertempur
RMC pantang undur
Walaupun peluru datang bertabur
Cukup dengan batang cangkul

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

what's in my mind now ~

Shaded by the trees, calling out to the wind, I'm lying face-down crying
I saw a version of myself I didn't even recognize
On this guitar I'm playing the melody of someone who's passed on
A star falls in the grief of someone who'll never be seen again

Please don't go, no matter how much you scream,
all it will do is quietly stir these orange petals
Saved on my soft brow,
I send the memories in my palm far away
An eternal farewell as I keep strumming

The heart of a child clinging to a gentle hand
The blazing wheels cast it off and continue on
On this guitar I'm playing the grief of someone who's passed on
The strings in my heart being plucked at violently

In the pure white unstained by sorrow,
the orange petals stirred in a summer shadow
Even if my soft brow is lost,
I'll cross over the far off, red-stained sand
The rhythm of farewell

Branded into my memories, on the ever-turning earth,
there is something sprouting in remembrance

Sending off the dawn's carriage
Those orange petals are stirring somewhere even now
The peaceful daybreak I once saw
Until it is placed in my hands once more,
please don't let the light go out
The wheels are turning~

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

.:campaign to suceed:.



huhuhuh..matey2


buku potostet.gambar kaler2 pun jadi itam.
beli kat luar?wawa..korup2..





tengah kira duit akaun.seposen..due posen..

Friday, August 15, 2008

rDNA

3' mRNA 5'
inverse transferase
cDNA
DNA Ploymerase
restriction enzyme
dCTP
fragment DNA.

short circular resistant AMP
short circular resistant TET
restriction enzyme
dCTP
open plasmid.

Fragment DNA + open plasmid = rDNA.
(dlm rDNA ada once more restriction enzyme use to get cloning compound.
thus 3 times restriction is use)
inverse sinthesis DNA dr mRNA
Polymerase doubled single DNA become doubled strands.

Functioning of vector:
1.accept
2.independent
3.express
4mark
5.stuggart cutting by its restriction enzyme.

screen:
host bacteria + nutrient AMP is screened by blue-white color.
thus,1.host bacteria + lac Z(vector) gives blue.
2. host bacteria + rDNA gives white color.
hence,rDNA is isolated,purified,cloning.

HOW VECTOR PRODuCED IN rDNA
1.short circular DNA bacteria independent replicated as vector.
2.vector contain at least 1 resistant antibiotics AMP/TET.
3.vector transfer into another host by transformation.

in addition :
1.foreign fragment DNA bound together dgn plasmid formed rDNA
2.rDNA introduce into another host to replicate
3.restriction enzyme used to stuggart cutted pd polindrome DNA & plasmid
produce sticke end DNA & sticky end open plasmid

gene bank = stored copy of genetics information spesis to conservative puporses.
genomic library(rDNA) = collection clones consist DNA spesis
cDNA = collection clones only coding region of genome.

HOW.
genomic library (rDNA):
1.nuclear DNA isolated dr cell cutted by restriction enzyme.
2.vector plasmid isolated dr bacteria by restriction enzyme contain at least i resistant genes.
3.fragment DNA & open plasmid produced bound together by ligase in tube formed rDNA.
4.rDNA introduced into host bacteria to replicate independently becomes transform bacteria.
5.transforme bacteri cultured in medium contain antibiotics.
6.screening to identify which colony has rDNA.
7.once identified,bacteria isolated,purified,cloned large to prroduce large amount of rDNA.
thus,collection of rDNA spesis contain base sequences cell form genomic library.

cDNA :
1.RNA spesific cell isolated as template form DNA.
2.inverse tranferase used produce single strand cDNA.
3.DNA polymerase used doubled dNA becomes double strands DNA.
4.mRNA is degraded.

1.restriction enzyme stuggart cut DNA produce sticky ends fragment DNA.
2.restriction enzyme stuggart cut vector produce sticky ends open pasmid.
3.fragment DNA & open plasmid bound together by ligase in tube produce rDNA
4.rDNA introduce into host bacteria to replicate independently formed transform bacteria.
5.transform bacteria is cultured in medium consist antibiotics.
thus,collection of coding region genome spesis formed CDNA library.

GENE THERAPY = insertion of functional genes into certain body part.
SCID is desease of deficiency ADA in infants.
decrease in ADA cause immunation does not properly functioning.
1.normal gene ADA isolated dr human cell cloned dlm vector.
2.vector contain gene ADA introduce into host weaken retrovirus.

1.amount narrow bond isolated dr human cell to be cultured.
2.retrovirus contain non-pathogenic bound togtehr dgn narrow.
3.retrovirus integrated narrow ntroduced into patient to replicate independently.

FINGERPRITNS TECHNICS = intron does not have base sequences
analysing DNA to be compared dr differe t sources as PCR methods.
DNA genome has intron which doesn't have genes becomes uniq.
1.restriction enzyme stuggart cut DNA for fragments DNA.
2.exctracted DNA transfered into nylon membrane
3.nylon membrane has alkaline to formed single strand DNA.
4.radioactive dgn specifis base sequences is probe to single DNA
5.excess fragments DNA is washed off.
6.Residue fragment DNA exposed to X-RAY produces unique DNA fingerprints differ bands.

Monday, August 11, 2008

" Demi Allah,

thank you for being my precious wife in the dark side of me.
thank you,for all everything that i a'm willing to be.
thank you for each litres has been drop for me.
thak you for all the thing that you've carried all the time apart of me.
till then,i'm still loving you as i proof today as who i am.
thank you for couple of rings that you've given to me.
eventhough i've been much lost what's important to me,
i am still look forward to take care of you,to protect you.
we may get involve in fight,you may complain again about me.
and i will not listen to you..
somehow..
please,stay in my side.i'll make you happy as you are.

Tuhanku,ku serah dia dlm peliharaanMu.ameen.. "

1 hb 09 dua ribu lapan

~ sambil dgr i don't belong here - cromok ~

pagi ni sejuk.
arini antar adik pegi skulah naik muto dengan kelajuan 90 km atas jalan persekutuan.
bertambah sejuk sampai semua tulang boleh terase kesejukan angin pagi.
thne,minyak tinggal half ( bagi aku lah) terus cari stesen minyak terdekat.
stesen minyak pulak tutup lagi.jam da 7.30 pagi.kene antar ibunda ku pegi keja pulak.
last2 bukak jugak stesen minyak.sudah isi 5 dirham,trus balik dengan kelajuan 100 kmph per second.keh keh..laju menyelit celah2 keta.
sampai depan rumah,air muka beliau sudah mengundang ke-bengkek-kan.hohoh.
layankan aje.antar ambik mase 15 minit.
itula rutin harian aku sementara masih boleh ade dekat rumah.
pasni,kalu sepenuh masa balik semula tempat belajar,aku akan bersara.koh koh.

tinggal beberapa hari lagi jek utk exam 1.tu yang jadi title entry kali ni.
then exam besar 1 hb 12 tahun ini jugak.cuak aku dlm periksa dah kurang.
dah bole atasi.lagipun dah berape byk aku duduki mcm2 exam.interview pun sudah.
nervous waktu exam pun dah bole kontrol.bila tgk revision2 semula je jadi cuak.haha.
bace ni,eh lupa pulak.tukar ni pulak,eh eh..ape ni.yang tu pulak..aiyo..susa2..kekeke..
tu la hidup aku sementara ada upaya belajar.
aku tak kejar degree.aku kejar biar semua yang menarik hati dapat aku master-ed-
(haha tambah ed utk tunjuk verb dilakukan) hahaha..

semalam,aku pergi sekolah.mintak sikit sebanyak corak ekonomi malaysia
dari cikgu zaki.cikgu zaki sangat best.usia dia baru 28.da kawin.tak terer bahase english.koh koh..
pernah dibuang sekolah asrama penuh sbb tak pandai english.anyway,kite tak tau ape sudah dia.
skarang dia jadi cikgu.cikgu yang best.satu kepala dgn pelajar2 lain.
ape lagi yang best sbb dia pernah banje aku ngan kengkawan makan roti canai waktu EURO 2008 baru2 ni.siaran ulangan sepanyol lawan ape da lupa plak.tv9.hah.complete!
aku dapat kertas2 exam yang sudah dari cikgu.
pastu aku compare dengan politeknik punye.
jauh beza sgtlah ketara.kalu aku jadi menteri pendidikan,akan ku hapuskan silibus politeknik itu.hahak.suwei punye soalan stpm.tu memang betul la sape2 nak jadi pakar ekonomi.
each aspect disoal.cikgu zaki best.(best lagi).dia ajar aku yang takde asas ekonomi nih.
kata2 dia buat aku boleh idup dlm subjek tambahan yang aku gatal amik nih.
subjek asa alhamdulillah lah.boleh dibawak dengan erti nilai 89.9 peratus.both of them dah boleh tgk2 semula.biology guna scheme exam jek sbg revision.

chemistry?yg tu pokai + lingkop sket.nak dapt sumber bahan ya tuhan!
last2 aku tepakse guna semula sylibus A Level.hoho..macam harem...so far so good lah jugak.
lebih clear dgn lebih sng dapat pick + up.huhu.
A level tu dgn STPM tak byak beza (aku undang kembali kenangan waktu stpm)
bila STPM ada,ade yg A Level takde.mcm tulah sebaliknye.
bila dibandingkan STPM dengan Matriculation pulak,tu jauh beza.STPM lagi maut.
even matrikulasi lebih singkat masa,tgk le bebudak STPM.skit2 ad xtvt.menyampah betul aku waktu blajar dulu.patutnye sedarlah utk sendiri,yg STPM tu brape darjat punye penting.
nak samakan dengan level pelajar biasa,itu bukan suatu tindakan yang wajar.
yah! mari kite buat revolusi! yah!! (tp,dgr kate silibus STPM dgn corak belajar dah ditukar.camne nak revolusi nih? heh)

above of all,anytihing may happen.
just to stronger more than as we today.
jagan samakan kita yg semalam dgn hari ni.
dalam soal exam,aku dah tak sanggup nak repeat paper ni.
chemistry yg rumit.mungkin pasni lebih terbukak jalan utk memudahkan aku cari ilmu lagi.insyaallah,mudah2 an.

ni pun masih terase kedinginan lagi nih.
baru balik dari jadi drebar.aku tengok kopi pagi tadi pun masih ade lagi.
ni kang,lelame mengadap pc ni,gerenti ter-post pone lagi semua kerja dirancang.
till then,

ending of today's entry,
wish me luck from myself.yush!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

MAHA




here i come!!!
time makan2 free..oo.yeay!!!

Monday, August 4, 2008

peksE

arini sorang kawanku exam kat jepun.
amik civil engineering.4 hari stat arini.
smuga baik2lah jawapnye.

aku pulak,lame lagi.
duduk menghafal saje buat kaki ni tak best.
asik2 kebas.ape boleh buat.enjoy skarang utk aku bukan satu yg baik.
tak sanggup merepeat kertas smula.
name je kertas.tgk dlm kertas ya tuhan.aku jadi kecikk.
dlm kepale dah berpusing2.
anyway,kuat semangat! ish..aku masih mencorak2 sape aku lepas ni.

rebate muto pun blom amik.tiap kali masuk je simpang pejabat pos,berderet muto.
adoii..kang senang kalu bonceng.ni,kalu 30 orang,mau sesak post office tu.
name bandar.mcm pekan.aku yang dah 2 taun kat sini pun masih teraba cari lokasi
pejabat kerajaan.mcm kat k.l mana ade lorong kecik,itulah letaknye.
yang nampak pun hospital jek.
aduh,dah berlewah2 melayang pikir.

dlm kalut2 cenggini,teringat aku kat bintang.
bintang dilangit..kelip engkau disana..

"Bintang di langit
Kerlip engkau di sana
Memberi cahayanya di setiap insan
Malam yang dingin
Kuharap engkau datang
Memberi kerinduan di sela mimpi - mimpinya

Melangkah sendiri di tengah gelap malam
Hanya untuk mencuri jatuh sinaran
Tak terasa sang waktu
Melewati hidupnya
Tanda pagi menjelang
Mengganti malam

Oh bintang tetaplah... pastikan cahyanya
Sinari langkahku setiap saat
Bintang pun tersenyum... dengarkan pintaku
Berikan kecupan di sudut tidurnya"

Monday, July 28, 2008

new second.

In a soundless desert, under the star filled sky,
I raise up my head and look at it.
This scenery will continue until where?
And where will I walk to?
I reach out my frozen hand to touch the light
Before that imaginary star disappears.

Take off to the sky,wind is crying,
Don’t be confused with what you see with your eyes.
Hear the calling from the other side,
And together, we will hear a voice we have never heard before.

What was gathered that night, felt just like walking on snow.
Walking in silence,
But when I look back there’s sure to be a footprint left.
When tomorrow morning comes…
I had never met myself yet,
But the shadow over the other side had already disappeared.

Destination Nowhere,
Always miss the Destination.
The shape of it is always changing, like sand.

Take off to the sky,wind is crying,
Don’t be confused with what you see with your eyes.
Hear the calling from the other side.
Feel the present,
Because I want to see you.
I release what i feel in my heart.
Hear the future in the wind,
And together, we will hear a voice we have never heard before.

dan bile ruang kepala sarat dgn mcm2 perkara ...

dan bila aku sendiri dah melayang2..

dankdg2 sampai aku jatuh.

thank you misty..

Thursday, July 17, 2008

rDNA

student,sila jgn letak comment.ym allowed.

1st,sy tak tau mcamne corak syllibus stpm skarang.
jadi,ape yg cube disampaikan mungkin bercampur2.
tp,jgn bimbang,sy cuma petik ape2 yg simple dan mudah difaham.
baru2 ni sbg rujukan,
1.buku biology 1 & 2 form 6
2.stuggart biology's.(ni kegunaan matrix.da lame dah.)
3.pelangi books.
4.cerdik.(ni bentuk soalan)

dlm biology,sy rase cuma perlu ditekankan teknik dalam memahami sesuatu proses.
bermula dgn ape yg term2 dia.
dan step demi step dlm sesuatu proses.
sbb dlm soklah kbykan dlm ruang biologi jauh bebeza dgn ape yg diajar.
tak tahulah mcmane ckgu2 korang ajar.
cube belek kertas2 soalan keluaran ppd atau MPM.bhagian esei majornye penuh dgn explain kan.
anyway,for me,essei lbh byk praktikal nye.
jd,sy byk ulas pada essei jela buat masa ni.

we shall begin with recombinant DNA.
pls get information about
1.fragment DNA
2.open plasmid
3.reverse transcriptase
4.DNA polymerase
5.cDNA
6.rDNA

ini perlu difokus pertama kali.
kalu dlm buku ada byk lagi.dan slalu nye bermula dgn restriction enzyme.
sy tak galakkan ikut buku tu.restriction enzyme sy ulas akhir2 nanti.
sbbnye,contoh kalu soklan mintak explain mcmane insulin disintesis.
dlm byk2 note utk jawapan dia,letak satu name restricton saje dpat satu markah.
cuma satu markah.that's why,bg saya,notes utk markah kecik akan lebih sng kite combinekan dlm notes pnjang.
tp,sy bukan pemeriksa.sy cume ex-student.
ape yg sy kata berdasarkan cara penilaian sy pada soalan..

Thursday, July 3, 2008

tanya pd pokok?

Tanya pd pokok apa sbb goyang,
nanti jawab pokok angin yang goncang,
tanya sama langit apa sebab hujan..
nanti jawab langit tanya la awan.

awan nanti kata aku kandung air,
sampai tempat sejuk aku pun cair...
tengok dlm air nampak bayang2,
campak satu batu bayang pun hilang.


berkurun sudah aku mencari2 lagu nih.
zaman tadika dulu nyanyi ramai2.
it bring's back lot of memory.
lagu yang mendamaikan.

sampai skarang aku cube collect lagu2 kanak2.
sronok.kdg2 nyanyi utk diri sendiri,org lain duk diam dgr pastu senyum sensorang.
aku tukang nyanyi jek.
then,bila nyanyikan utk budak2,anak2 sdare,suke ati tgk diorang duk sila dengar.
bukan utk jadi pujangga lara,tukang cerita,
it just some good values cuba utk explode.haha explode? tu lah kot yg sesuai utk term keadaan nih.
tp,bergantung pd individu jugak.ada yg cemuh2.
even terjadi mcm tu,buang air liur je aku duk bengkek.
yg pnting there's many more childs outside, kdg2 dah berusia terhibur dgn lagu kanak2.
camne cikgu tadika nak ajar lagu kalu dia sendiri tak hafal kan.

cuba nyanyi skit,senyum pasti terukir utk diri sendiri. lalala...

adieu~

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

"Whenever sorrows come, Whenever regrets come,
as long as there is someone who understand my love,
whatever suffering comes, whatever weariness comes, I'll follow the wind and roam carefree
and happy."

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

rhapsody~



rasenyer,ni best crotian rhapsody ever ciplak by youtube.
even yg ori dubbed by new,tapi sentuhan tab dia masih cool.
keep the ears & pair of eyes on it.
kurang sikit letih kepale.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

sesak.

so many things happen before.
yg aku tahu,aku smakin sesak.sesak nak lawan keadaan skarang sensorang.
modal yg ada,berdoa.mudah2an aku sempat dgn keadaan yg baik2...
will u appreciate what 've done to you?
i'm sorry.byk perkara yg aku tak dpt zahirkan.
imppossible wish by me to 'u',understand me deeper.
i wish i could tell you everything..
dalm diri aku ni slalu sambut hari kerepes day ker?..adoii

You don't have to dry your eyes,
Go ahead and cry,
Let your sweet tears stain my shoulder.
It's good to get it off your chest
Give your troubled soul a rest
And let somebody hold you.

It's gonna be ok,
It's gonna be alright,
Tomorrow is a new day
Oh, you see it in a new light.
Try to keep your head up,
Don't you ever give up,
Even if your heart breaks
Yeah, it's gonna be ok.
It's gonna be ok...

When hurt is all you feel inside,
'cause you failed with one you tried
It's best to put that thing behind you
It may don't look so good right now
But it's gonna change somehow
All that I can do is remind you...

It's gonna be ok...
You've gotta find the way to keep your faith
'cause someday someone is gonna need to hear you say:

It's gonna be ok
You're gonna be alright
Tomorrow is a new day
Oh, you see it in a new light
But try to keep your head up
Don't you ever give up
Even if your heart breaks
Oh, it's gonna be ok

It's gonna be ok...
You're gonna be alright
But try to keep your head up
Don't you ever give up
It's gonna be ok.

by: theresa anderson

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

=)

just because i have the heart...
just because i have the power...
i believe i can do everything just because i have the heart & the power to do it.
that's why...!
i need strenght in order to fulfill my hopes, & to go to that place i earnestly long for.

then,somehow, i just think,how much time i've in middle of trouble.
to be able to somthing great,to be able walking as now,and to be able to keep constant view,
i knew that all my past has to be courage weapon for me.

sama macam orang yg gagal dan selalu gagal.
hanya perlu kuatkan tekad utk terus kedepan mesti mampu gembira di akhir.
bukan atas sbb life must go on.
tp,life itself already goes on.
as i am what i'm now,think how to be positive thinker is much hard to be such a person.
hati kata lain,buatnya lain.
selalu jugak dlm menilai sesuatu dlm bentuk mcmtu.
kite tak boleh tiru org lain.
aku sendiri tak rela diri dijadikan tiruan utk org lain.
tp,kite boleh berikan hasil yg baik utk ditiru org lain.
make dignity dlm diri kita sendiri.
sebentuk mana yg susah sekalipun utk kite achieve sesuatu,
just kerana kita ada heart assist by power to be able to do it,
itu dah sebhagian yg paling baik utk dijadikan satu pintu utk kite jenguk dunia yg lain.

yg penting,kali ni kita silap,
ambil kesilapan itu utk dijadikan satu bentuk harapan.
it's tough rite.yup. i knew it.
ckp sng,buat susah.
tp,bila pandang diri sendiri ini malm ni,
i can make my smile in blossom,
cuz i know,i am a man with all adventure in future.haha..

back to notes~

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

cheerleeding:.



usha2 you tube,
jumpe cite ni.
ade dlm hard disk cite ni.
drama sengal jepun.huhuh..
awal cite pun siap tulih
"pardon for foolishness"
bagi aku,jalan citer dia menarik.
boleh buat release tensen.
lagipun tag dia komedi.

mai kite melompat2 meh..haha..

Monday, May 26, 2008

memories:.

.:sebelum cahaya:.

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta

Ingatkan engkau kepada
Embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu cinta

Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Genggamlah tanganku cinta
Ku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
Temani hatimu cinta


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

rahmat:.

FETUS
al imran juz 3

[6]

Dia lah yang membentuk rupa kamu dalam rahim (ibu kamu) sebagaimana yang dikehendakiNya. Tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.

al hajj

[5]
Wahai umat manusia, sekiranya kamu menaruh syak (ragu-ragu) tentang kebangkitan makhluk (hidup semula pada hari kiamat), maka (perhatilah kepada tingkatan kejadian manusia) kerana sebenarnya Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari tanah, kemudian dari setitik air benih, kemudian dari sebuku darah beku, kemudian dari seketul daging yang disempurnakan kejadiannya dan yang tidak disempurnakan; (Kami jadikan secara yang demikian) kerana Kami hendak menerangkan kepada kamu (kekuasaan Kami); dan Kami pula menetapkan dalam kandungan rahim (ibu yang mengandung itu) apa yang Kami rancangkan hingga ke suatu masa yang ditentukan lahirnya; kemudian Kami mengeluarkan kamu berupa kanak-kanak; kemudian (kamu dipelihara) hingga sampai ke peringkat umur dewasa; dan (dalam pada itu) ada di antara kamu yang dimatikan (semasa kecil atau semasa dewasa) dan ada pula yang dilanjutkan umurnya ke peringkat tua nyanyuk sehingga ia tidak mengetahui lagi akan sesuatu yang telah diketahuinya dahulu. Dan (ingatlah satu bukti lagi); Engkau melihat bumi itu kering, kemudian apabila Kami menurunkan hujan menimpanya, bergeraklah tanahnya (dengan tumbuh-tumbuhan yang merecup tumbuh), dan gembur membusutlah ia, serta ia pula menumbuhkan berjenis-jenis tanaman yang indah permai.

al mukminun juz 18
[12]
Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia dari pati (yang berasal) dari tanah
[13]
Kemudian Kami jadikan "pati" itu (setitis) air benih pada penetapan yang kukuh
[14]
Kemudian Kami ciptakan air benih itu menjadi sebuku darah beku. lalu Kami ciptakan darah beku itu menjadi seketul daging; kemudian Kami ciptakan daging itu menjadi beberapa tulang; kemudian Kami balut tulang-tulang itu dengan daging. Setelah sempurna kejadian itu Kami bentuk dia menjadi makhluk yang lain sifat keadaannya. Maka nyatalah kelebihan dan ketinggian Allah sebaik-baik Pencipta.


as sajdah juz 21
[7]
Yang menciptakan tiap-tiap sesuatu dengan sebaik-baiknya, dan dimulakanNya kejadian manusia berasal dari tanah
[8]
Kemudian Ia menjadikan keturunan manusia itu dari sejenis pati, iaitu dari air (benih) yang sedikit dipandang orang
[9]
Kemudian Ia menyempurnakan kejadiannya, serta meniupkan padanya: roh ciptaanNya. Dan Ia mengurniakan kepada kamu pendengaran dan penglihatan serta hati (akal fikiran), (supaya kamu bersyukur, tetapi) amatlah sedikit kamu bersyukur.


yaa siin juz 23
[77]
Tidakkah manusia itu melihat dan mengetahui, bahawa Kami telah menciptakan dia dari (setitis) air benih? Dalam pada itu (setelah Kami sempurnakan kejadiannya dan tenaga kekuatannya) maka dengan tidak semena-mena menjadilah ia seorang pembantah yang terang jelas bantahannya (mengenai kekuasaan Kami menghidupkan semula orang-orang yang mati),


al mursalat juz 29
[20]
Bukankah Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari air (benih) yang sedikit dipandang orang?
[21]
Lalu Kami jadikan air (benih) itu pada tempat penetapan yang kukuh,
[22]
Hingga ke suatu masa yang termaklum?
[23]
Serta Kami tentukan (keadaannya), maka Kamilah sebaik-baik yang berkuasa menentukan dan melakukan (tiap-tiap sesuatu)!


make us think,Alla'hu Rabbi is the greatest inventor.


.:menDel oR genetiC?! :.

  • Prophase II - The nuclear membrane disappears and the second meiotic division is initiated.
  • Metaphase II - Pairs of chromatids line up at the equator
  • Anaphase II - Each of these chromatid pairs move away from the equator to the poles via spindle fibres
  • Telophase II - Four new haploid gametes are created that will fuse with the gametes of the opposite sex to create a zygote.
serius..bermain dgn genetic,
boleh buat suwei berminggu2.
4 basic asas ni..ini bukan basic.tekedu lama bila tgk smula topik ni.wrong! it is subtopik.
meaning ni bukan header dia.
aduh..padahal dah reviu byk kali.
tp bila repeat smula,smakin byk pulak trasa yg tercicir.oh my my...
makan dua hari utk faham basic.hari ni merewang lagi,
klik satu link lagi genetic oh oh ... freak!
dlm kepala semua dah terbang..mlm tadi punya ekonomi pn nak terbang..
trust me! tgk mendel smula,make u in craziest situation.eii..

so far,what is mendel principal?
summary, ada dua.
1.segregation principal ( eh betul ke spelling nih ?!)
2.independent assortment.
nak predict dlm mated tu satu hal.nak calculate pulak ya tuhan!

trfikir jugak,
btul ke ape yg kplae ni duk hafal2,duk faham2,duk atas kusi lelame,duk menaip lelame,
betul ke step yg diambik ni.
terfikir jugak bila tgk org yg belajar sma mcm yg aku ambik.
bezanya,dr dlu smpai skrang,
diorang ikut step by step,contradigm dgn me.
me kena pick up in short.kena pakse sendri.
i do not know how was my life before.
make me in this hard place.unable to complain.
unable to denied..
then i've figured,biology's sometimes turn u to be "heroless".
*
*
*
to actually have the ability,but to be able to do nothing,
i don't like that.
positive think need to be taken..drastically i wonder..
then,pegi genting after exam,main buai pusing..yiiha!

adieu~

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

beautiful born:.

GREAT MOMENT
A picture began circulating in November. It should be 'The Picture of the Year,' or perhaps, 'Picture of the Decade.' It won't be. In fact,unless you obtained a copy of the US paper which published it, you probably would never have seen it.
The picture is that of a 21-week-old unborn baby named Samue l Alexander Armas, who is being operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner. The baby was diagnosed with spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother's womb. Little Samuel's mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta . She knew of Dr. Bruner's remarkable surgical procedure.. Practicing at Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville , he performs these special operations while the baby is still in the womb. During the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr.Bruner completed the surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developedhand through the incision n and firmly grasped the surgeon's finger. DrBruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile. The photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors titled the picture,! 'Hand of Hope.' The text explaining the picture begins, 'The tiny hand of 21-week- old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas emerges from the mother's uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph Bruner! as if t hanking the doctor for the gift of life.' Little Samuel's mother said they 'wept for days' when they saw the picture. She said, 'The photo reminds us pregnancy isn't about disability or an illness, it's about a little person.'Samuel was born in perfect health, the operation 100 percent successful.

*maleh nak translate.baca trus syok.
it's miracle moment for someone especially to the mother.
moral : susah nak kuar dari womb.
dgn amnion nye,contactrion nye,pain nye..
at least dpt keluar utk mmbesar,always be remember,
ada banyak lagi kehalusan yg tersembunyi dalam kehidupan.
sementara masih dikandung hayat,
timbalah pegalaman banyak2 sebagai satu cara menghargai
sacrifice dr byk pihak dlm perjalanan hidup kita.
then,gunakan sebaik mungkin masa yang ada utk kita
hulurkan kebaikan kita ada org lain.
not to be respected.it's just somehow as step to teach ourself
a way for happines in life.

adieu~

:::rilek:::



bari satu peluang.
nak best ke tanak best?
mestila nak best.hahah!
pepagi da dengar lagu slow.
camne nak sambung paperwork.
terapi diri kah?atau berangan kah?
lalala...

Monday, May 19, 2008

eyesore?

adei mata.pedihnye..
Eye Mo? best ke?
bila titik kasik cool anak mata.best ke tak best?
tak bes pasal ade benzoate.eii..kena cari produk tanpe perservative.
probnye byk ubat masuk dr negara kanggaroo..
cuci muka dgn air paip suda..

.:PRIDE:.

"FIGHTING IS DONE WITH A PASSION TO PROTECT

SOMETHING DEAR TO YOU.

AS YOU JUST DID, PICK YOURSELF UP & FACE

THE CHALLENGE "

tringat smula pd word ni.kata2 semangat utk myself.

kunci dia passion.so far,smpai tahap ni,kuat lah jugak kaki ni melangkah.

buku2 lama dlm hidup yg lalu bila dijenguk,trase skejap saja berubah.

so many things i need to protect.ye.sgt byk.

dan kadang2,utk achieve ape yg dirancang,dah byk precious things i've lost.

regret..tak boleh rasa mcmtu.it is killer of spirit.

i think,i could smile with what i've done.

then,i knew.ape yg dirangcang tak selalunya betul ikut ape yg diteka.

apapun,bila diingatkan ape yg perlu diutamakan,

i should try to make closing eyes smile for myself.

even so much things disappear,i'm trying my best to make

decoration of path yg dpt hapinesskan other.

kadang2 terasa penat dgn apa yg tangan sendiri lakukan.

it's very makes me tired...sungguh.

between,to makes other tahu me everywhere..

i am hero of myself.true!

no body as like me because it is happen for my life.

then,slalu ingatkan pada diri sendiri,

adI,u make such beautiful choice.till then,

i'm looking forward to take another step to hold my sapphire of star.

adieu~



Dari mana kita Datang:.

MITOSIS PHASE

24]

"Dan hendaklah engkau merendah diri kepada keduanya kerana belas kasihan dan kasih sayangmu, dan doakanlah (untuk mereka, dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhanku! Cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya memelihara dan mendidikku semasa kecil."

.:rEchargE point:.

exothermic.endhotermic.
baru suda clear.nexk 12 paper lagi utk soklan.
paper ni bukan kali pertama.nak bebelas kali jugak duk repeat mende sama.
asik2 lupa.dah letak key point pun asik lupa.
anyway,da puas half.(macam da terer)
basic principal energy dpt recovered.
kurang2 disoal org ke soklan dlm kertas ke
boleh la jugak ditenyeh jawapan.
btul tak betul tolak tepi.yg tak betul,cari jawapan sendrik kat lain la.
me yg duk skait kpala(yeka?) duk belek2 kertas sampai lunyai
pun rase tak sanggup nak carik jawapan lain.
1st choice,amik.2nd consider2..tiga kali salah?! tu tanda
kene charge bateri la.charge?! hohoh..buang umo ke tak?
hahah! eii..dah suwei da..setel satu chapter,experiment redox pulak.
kira betul,jawapan salah.haaih! cmane tu.wawa..
till then,

adieu~

Obsess:.



.:spIrIT:.


If you run to the unseen place,
and leave behind the unnecessary decorations,
even with an empty heart, the load is too heavy

Disobey the guidance of the all-showing star,
and run straight up
towards the door in the sky,
I will go anywhere.

The gentle tomorrow that the all-showing star shown.
More importantly, to move towards the bright future

keep ur work gooD.
make ur path full with solution.
paint ur word with action.
together u combine,colourful in the enD.
spirit!! come to me..Don't leave MEEE!!!

adieu~
bace buku weh..
tulisan nampak mcm tak nampak..
tonite's going wrong way la..adeh..
tido kang,buang umo. kerapas nite..ces..

Sunday, May 18, 2008

take the gift:.


there is alwiz has new path to catch the dream.
then , there's alwiz has new light to get the hope.
yg penting,kuatkan spirit.
it is quite2 important to endure all the obstacles comes.
wishing them all swipe away make us being in good mood to take
deep breath.
as all spirit word.it will makes us guide lightfull in complicated situation
if there is who which didn't lose the kind of determine in order to respect what's
gift has given to us.
make the destiny blossom in life.the steps that we take,
alwiz straight if we straighten the view.
so baby, jangan hilang punca. =)

moderate:.

A reminder for myself and whoever want to remind themselves;

things are not as easy as we see but they are not as complicated as we think.

so, dont underestimate or overestimate it.
moderate will do.

looking up~

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

>:struggle :>

bear in mind,whats important 4 u now is get better to be hero for ur upcoming.
to get beauty sign of ur star,rise ur mind!
put ur hard path a side.dont get so easy when you are drown.
make sure that u'll get some smile end of the year.

.:EXIT DOOR:.

yg singgah dlm kple tu,biarlah singgah.
lpastu lpas diberi jamu skit,sudahlah.
then,hantar dia kluar blik dgn cara terhormat.
fight akan berakhir bila berlaku mcmtu.
so,put that thing all away from ur mind.
figure figure figure it out out out.
make ur body move!

its getting tired u know to try and try and try,
but,u should know how to stop rite?.
u should stop to think useless things even its treasure with u.
by the way just keep it as ur action without ur power.
just trying to enjoy what will happen to you so.
make such hard decision will not bring you pleasure,but nothing more just
ur view of figure.try to up ur face with some pride,some dignity.
bring it along to make ur gorw with confidence in obstacle lifes.
you should know that sometimes u could be a hero for urself.